Wednesday, June 23, 2010

They Just Don't Understand

As I have already told you I have PCOS. This is very frustrating to me right now. I come from a family who are so fertile it is scary and somehow I am the odd man out. This shouldn't surprise me since odd things seem to happen to me and I am not the luckiest person in general. Don't get me wrong, I love my family and I am very glad that there are so many of us and that we are all so close, but I am still jealous from time to time. It also makes it hard to talk to them about my fertility problems. All of the women in my family either got pregnant as soon as they decided they wanted a baby or had a surprise pregnancy while on birth control. They try to be supportive, but sometimes I think they just don't know what to say. I try not to compare myself to them since it doesn't help and we are all different. Some days it is easier to do this than others. Today I am struggling, but I know that I will be OK! I need to focus on what I can do about my situation, the things I do have control over.

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